Right now, I feel like I've been on a tour of war, away for so long, coming back different to a world strangely the same. Eyes opened & spirit made sensitive, unable to operate the same way. I never thought I'd be here, approximately two years from the last time xanga ate up whatever was spilled from my heart. I never thought I'd be here, knowing the man I'm going to marry is who God had intended for my life all along, as opposed to the one I thought He had, but truly hadn't. I never thought I'd be here, with a heart so torn from a mother's journey through cancer. A heart that still aches, although she is now dancing with Jesus. It's 4AM on a Sunday morning. I'm supposed to be up in 3 hours. I've come so far,
but I never thought I'd be here.